Because of Your Grace. ♥

There's a verse from the song 'Unashamed' sang by Starfield which I'm really drawn to.

It goes like this, 

Oh Christ, my King,

Of sympathy,

Whose wounds secure my peace,

Your grace extends,

To call me friend,

Your mercy sets me free.

And I know I'm weak, 

I'm know I'm unworthy,

To call upon Your name, 

But because of grace,

Because of Your mercy,

I stand here unashamed.

Have you ever come across times where you feel most helpless, worthless, clueless about life and you just didn't know what to do?

I've definitely felt that way before. 

Sometimes, I laugh it off but sometimes, I just can't. I let the emotions take its toll on me. But one thing's for sure, when I wake up to a realization, I realized that there's always a reason to it but we just don't know why. Then, you let the open-mindedness help you through the day. And when you get up each day, you grow a stronger person each day because Lord Jesus Christ had led you through another day in your life here, on Earth. 

You know, when I started reading the Bible, and when I came to Mark 4: 37-41 where Jesus Calms The Storm, I didn't quite get the true meaning of the Scripture. 

But now, I understand. Just this previous Sunday, I went to KingdomCityKL again with my friends. PS James Aiton who came all the way from our church in Perth preached on that day.

You can listen to him here. Storms.

I must say, he is such an amazing pastor, no doubt all pastors are inspiring! He made me realized that no matter what storms we're going through at any moment of our life, just know that Jesus is in the boat and like what the Scripture said, Lord Jesus himself calmed the storm with His commands and His disciples were shocked to see that even the wind and the waves obeyed Him! 

If you're currently going through a storm or you may have been through one, just know that no matter what, Lord Jesus Christ will always be in the boat with you. He will not leave you nor forsake you. Always remember that He died on the cross for us and He, the Lord is the only one who is capable of forgiving our sins. Don't rebuke, just repent. :)

No one can ever guarantee you the reason to all that's happening to you but keep in mind, He has a master plan for you. 

Something I'd like to say, it's because of God's grace, I am stronger each day.

John 3: 16 - For God so loved the world, that He gave His one and only Son, that whoever believes in Him will not perish but have eternal life. 

Here I am,

At Your feet,

In my brokenness complete.

Chris Brown - Next To You ft. Justin Bieber

24th June 2011.

With no arms.

Tae-ho is a strong-willed and determined little boy from South Korea with a permanent smile on his face. He was born on the month of June in Year 2000 and unfortunately, he was abandoned at birth. He suffered  8 severe disabilities. Currently, he is receiving care at a children care center. 

Watching the video of his truly inspiring life story has definitely made me realized so much more about God. The power of Him has lead Tae-ho in such a beautiful challenging life. Tae-ho is 11 years old now and the doctor wasn't expecting him to be able to survive until his 10th birthday. The strong will of Tae-ho does not let his disability to bring him down. The spark and vibe that Tae-ho brings in speaks volumes! His story has definitely warmed my heart and it will do to yours too. :)

Not forgetting, a dear friend of Tae-ho whom he have met during his 2nd grade, Ingee, they're both fond of each other and she is such a adorable darling at such a young age. According to Tae-ho, she always asks him who he wants to marry, and when Ingee was asked of who she wants to marry, she gladly answered Tae-ho and that she wouldn't change her mind. (So sweet! ♥ )

To live life to the fullest is to live with what you have and appreciate every moment of it and always believe that God is love and He is always above it all watching us and taking full care of us with His own hands. :)

The endurance of Tae-ho till today is definitely God's work in action. 

Let's pray for this little amazing child and may his story inspire many more around the world! ♥

God bless. 

For further insight,
Yu Tae-ho's story on Tumblr. :)

P/S:  He is soooooo cute! ♥

Strength in Me.

By loving God, I am strong.
Absurd you may think, you just haven't seen wonders. ;)

Hillsong United - To The Ends Of The Earth

Nerve-racking day; 13 June 2011

I was nerve-racked early morning yesterday and now, I'm really just grateful, grateful for all that He has made for me. 

I asked for a Band 5 and the total score was spot on though I initially thought my Band 5 flew out the window cause I did badly for my essay. 

FYI, a Band 5 is a score range between 220-259 and look where I ended. 

Lucky me? Yeah. To have Him. :)

Okay okay, now I will have to admit that my mastery of the English language is at it's mediocre level. Hands down.

Thank You.

It's You, it's You, who have made everything happened for me.

What happens when you have 16 days of holidays?

These kinds of occasions doesn't happen to me quite often. However, I must say, this is by far, the best holiday I've ever had.

My holidays started out with a 3 day and 2 night school camp. 

Then, the tiredness that came rushing after camp stayed in for 2 days.

I can't remember when exactly but I've managed to watch one movie this holiday, which is Pirates of The Caribbeans : On Stranger Tides with beloveds; Jing Wen, Joannes & Edmund.

There were some extra Math classes too, can't remember when. HAHA. 

But this I could remember,

that came during the weekends and that is church; service at Kingdom City KL!

Has anyone ever told you how beautiful these occasions are?

Now, here I am, telling you, it is that beautiful! :)

You may not understand but all I can say is that it's a indescribable beautiful thing,

and this journey has taught me more ever since.

Then we proceeded to the ordinary weekdays which were as good too.

I went to the library, then later went on the Chocolate Factory trip and The Mines along the way,

not forgetting the delicious and efficient and systematic I.V. restaurant!

Where to get the best Roti Canai in town? I.V. yeah! Yums!

Ohya, heard of ElElyon2011? I was there, Jing Wen too, Jo three, and we had a blast!

Come to think of it, I think I've met Joannes in this one holiday more than 10 times! Yeah! :p

That explains why I miss him so much after the holidays now. Gah. 

Met tonnes of awesome people too! :p (There's just too many!)

AND, I still made it to church on Sunday again, (Yay me!) and it was PS Mark preaching on the final part of Discipleship. Thank you PS Jemima for praying for me! Thanks a million to everyone who have made this holiday an amazingly awesome one!

P/S: I've never the habit to post pictures because I'm not a picture fanatic myself though I wish to. This blog will be improved from time to time. Thank you for reading. :)

Just so you know, you can do a whole lot through prayer. 

Thanks so much to everyone for putting this awesome holiday together and most ultimately, thank you Lord for everything!



Something to ponder upon,

"Are you willing to?"

Yes, from this day on, I am willing to!

Glory to God!

With love.

Glory to God!

Jesus I'm desperate for You

Jesus I'm hungry for You

Jesus I'm longing for You

Cause Lord You are, all I want...

Hillsong United - Thank You (Beautiful Exchange 2010)

Beautiful Exchange.

Hillsong - 19th album; Beautiful Exchange.

You know, probably it has become a norm for Christian songs to be amazing, I reckon yeah! 

Of course it'd be amazing when you praise Him and worship Him! 

Like Dillion said, we're all happy because we have God in us! I totally love what he said! :)

And this album of Jo, Jing passed it to me yesterday and I've just watched it this morning, fell in love with it right away, and if only my netbook have a dvd player by itself, I would watch it all day! 

Thank you everyone! 

Listening to Thank You - Hillsong LIVE

When we compete in a godly way, God wins. - Mike Wittmer

So much to learn, nothing is impossible!

I have so much of gratification to express today. It is already my second visit to Kingdom City today. I really wish to return there every Sunday now.

Thanks so much again to Jonathan for the ride there and the ride back home and also the activities in between! :)

The service today has definitely made me realize so much more, like I said, I can never stop learning from God and I don't want to. Today, I've learned that once you become a Christian, you don't just stop there. You go on inspiring people and in turn making them the disciples of God. (I don't really know how to put it but that's about the meaning to it.) Right now, I am very more sure about the presence of God in my heart. That's something you can not get by accident! It is when you open your arms to Him and accept him whole-heartedly then will you become His disciple.

This feeling is something I can not merely explain by words, it is something to embrace, something for you to feel by your heart, something that overwhelms you unconsciously, something so pure, something so sacred that once you feel it, that's when you'll understand. Have faith in Him!

I am totally drawn towards by this verse today.


Luke 11:5 "Suppose one of you has a friend, and he goes to him at midnight and says, 'Friend, lend me three loaves of bread, because a friend of mine on a journey has come to me, and I have nothing to set before him.'

Suppose some friend come asks you for help, it could be anything, and then you go on and tell him to go search for someone else because you're unable to do what he had asked or probably was too lazy to even help him. For doing so, I have sinned. 

In the Bible, Lord Himself has made the task a responsibility of himself. He goes on to his neighbor asking for three loaves of bread, for his friend that is in need. Lord Jesus literally made Himself responsible for what is needed by His friend. 

This is something I want to embrace from today onwards and I pray I do remember what I've learned today because it impacts so much! 

Listen to Nothing is Impossible!

Through You, I can do anything, I can do all things,

cause it's You who gives me strength,

nothing is impossible!

Have faith!

Break Free From Online Addiction Part 1

Break Free From Online Addiction Part 2

Repentance. Remorse. Penitent. Contrition.

Whatever you may call it, it all sums up to one thing. Regret. 

I'm the one who have always told herself not to regret whatever actions that she may have taken or the things that she had done. Yes, I feel I have not done enough, I always feel that it is never enough, I have no regrets for what that has happened, I regret for sometimes misleading myself, for time has passed and it won't return, I always question my actions.

Where will they lead me to? 

Where will I end up one day? 

I will not pray for solutions to problems from God, I will pray for sufficient strength to let me go through each day with courage to face each day with proper doings and commitments. No excuses, no complaints of failure. Just reasons for being who I am and hopefully, the unprecedented success one day. This time around, I will not believe in 'time will reveal everything'. I'll trust myself in making what I want happen and if it means to struggle through the journey, then so be it. No one else can stop you besides you yourself and  I pray, with God's grace, may He lead me to where he wants me to go, I pray that I won't go astray anymore, I pray for strong conscience to remain God as my ultimate Idol in my heart, not any other distractions anymore.

You can't just stop committing idolatry with one thing, God has made us to be a worshiper and we will always worship something.

I am truly deeply inspired by God and I do not want this to ever stop.  I want to break free from all sins and wrongdoings which simply means that I want to put a stop into doing what's not necessary and I want to replace all these distractions with God himself and for this, I pray for everlasting faith and strength in learning from Him.

This is the second chance I'm giving myself, I was lost and now, I want to make a change,