Friday, February 25, 2011

How do I choose between my head and heart.


P.S. I hate to fall into the realm where I start missing you all over again and again. It was supposed to stop but it's all coming back to me now.

  1. Praying won't do it.
  2. Hating won't do it.
  3. Drinking won't do it.
  4. Fighting won't knock you out,
  5. Of my head.
  6. Hiding won't hide it.
  7. Smiling won't hide it.
  8. Like I ain't tried it,
  9. Everyone's tried it now,
  10. And failed somehow.


The Wanted - All Time Low (Official)



Hearts. :)

P.S. They are smokin' hot! ;)

Friday, February 18, 2011

Had 'Paint' Fun Today!

Hey, guess what we all did to our class, UA1 today?! Heh.

Obviously, (if you referred to the title) we painted the walls! HAHA.

Excited to see the result? Here goes!
BEFORE.

Oh, this was my class' wall. -.-

AFTER.

NOW, THIS IS MY CLASS! 

BEFORE.

AFTER.

BEFORE.

AFTER.


I personally felt that the darker shade of brown should have been darker, but all in all, I am satisfied and happy with the result and my class teacher, Pn. Sundari loves it too! We all gave comments like, "It feels housey/homey!", "Our class looks like a private school's class!", "We are proud of our class now!" and etc. HAHA.

Now, our ultimate task of painting the class is done and of course, we can focus on our own assignments from this day on! 

P.S. The sad part of the week was having to know that Pn. Sundari will be transferred to some other 'kampung' school because she has been promoted, due to the excess of the same grade teacher in a school, some had to be transferred out. Apparently, there can only be 9 teacher of the same grade in each school at the same time and we are having 13 of them currently. :(

Till this day, I have not regretted a single minute of studying in 6th Form. THANK YOU.

Thursday, February 17, 2011

“Every accomplishment starts with the decision to try.”

Lately, it has been occurring to me that if I'm not going to change now, nothing will change for me later on.
And by that, I mean discarding some unnecessary things which will take up my time to focus on what's more important. Sitting here, typing this post, is already a waste of time and yet, I'm still continuing on, reciting this post. What I'm about to do is nothing that bizarre. At the moment, I'm just going to try to reduce rather than eradicate in one go because there are just too many reasons. Reasons that I myself do not want to elaborate.

Apparently, "Vision With Action Will Change The World" - and I'm not disagreeing to this very statement at all. Currently, I have the vision in mind, the action has to come too if I want to make a change. As they say, if you want to make a change, change yourself first. 

The only reason for my long-winded post is to 'declare' that I am determined to spend lesser hours on Facebook. Simply because it is an unnecessary leisure that one can perform after he/she has completed what's more important in his/her daily life. I am not going to just say this for the sake of saying. 10 people can say the same thing but really, how many do accomplish what they say and satisfaction guaranteed at the end? You do the math yourself.

As I have mentioned, my primary mission is to reduce first, I do admit that I can't eradicate the habit right away. I still have other various reasons to take into account too. Example being, I have friends over at the other countries and Facebook is the only media so far that I use to connect with them. HAH. Whatever. That can do later too.

Anyways, as I was saying, in the mean time, I am going to try to go online lesser gradually, day by day, maybe not come on at all in a day, it is not impossible because I've tried it before but maybe I'll come back once in a while to post randoms in my blog. Haha.

And, here goes nothing!


NO FACEBOOK.

First mission: Lesser online hours until the 10th of March.
Next mission: Score decent grades for the First Monthly Test of Year 2011, STPM.

Everybody wants to see something, improvement! 
And without effort and determination, it might as well not get started at all. 



P.S. I Miss You         

Monday, February 7, 2011

Deeper & Harder.

It's going deeper and it ain't helping me.
It's getting harder and it ain't pleasing me.

Dear Lord,
I need you to help me to kill this in me.
I can't stop thinking.
Sometimes it is much easier when we care less,
But...

When life gets deeper, it gets harder.

How I wished things turn out the way I want it to be, every time.