You have not studied anything until you've really learned something by heart.
Do it not for anyone but yourself.
Your destiny lies in your bare hands.
This is not the last you've seen of me.
Saturday, April 30, 2011
Hold yourself together.
Given one chance, given the fair amount of time, don't lose it this time, at the end of the day, it's you who are going to give yourself the ultimate opportunity and given this opportunity, it's God's way of saying if they can do it, you can do it too.
Wednesday, April 27, 2011
Tuesday, April 26, 2011
Monday, April 25, 2011
The prayer.
24th April 2011, Easter Sunday.
Marked the day I took the leap of faith at kingdomcity. ♥
Marked the day I took the leap of faith at kingdomcity. ♥
Met PS Matt Fielder, awesome man! :)
Thanks to Jo. (LOL!)
Saturday, April 23, 2011
You could either choose to kill me or just laugh along.
Earlier yesterday, I've decided to go out with Jing Wen scheduled at 8pm and when we were discussing about this, it was already 6.33pm. I remember the minutes exactly because that was when I shut down the laptop. Then I thought, it wouldn't kill if I take a 5 minute nap. What was first thought to be a 5 minute nap turned out to be a 5 hour sleep! (And yes, Jing Wen was supposed to fetch me, if it was the other way round, I wouldn't feel so much of a jackass.)
During the 5 hour sleep, I was dreaming. I do not know why but when I do dream in my sleep, I tend to succumb into it and hardly anything can wake me up unless something bizarre happen in the dream. And there I was, going through flood waters in school, kicking the puddle of water,...and BAAM!
I woke up.
Trust me, I didn't know what time was it but I knew it was longer than an hour. Then, my heart raced. I quickly jumped off from bed and then I saw the clock on my table, it was a vertical hour needle facing north and the minute needle facing south. I know this is too good to be true but I was hoping that what I saw was 6.00pm. I know it is far from the truth. Then I rushed down to look for my phone, couldn't find it then I ran up again to find it lying at the end of my bed where my feet was set earlier, under my schoolbag.
I reached for the phone and my heartbeat triggered a little.
13 Missed Calls and 3 Messages
I only glanced through the messages and called Jing Wen right away! (In my mind, I was saying to myself, I have just dug my own grave, she'd be really pissed by now and probably, awkwardness will rise in the atmosphere!)
Then she answered. Then I apologized. Then she laughed about it saying it was 3 hours ago. (And she actually text me to check if I was okay because I've gone silent suddenly!) Then I laughed about it, we talked about how I slept, her mom's reaction, and everything else.
Imagine seeing your daughter driving out earlier to get her friend and there she is, back again in the house in less than an hour. If I am a mother, I would be puzzled and be thinking, what on Earth has gone wrong and who is this friend of hers that can do anything as she like!?
All I could do was be thankful that she wasn't as mad as 3 hours ago when she was waiting in front of my house. THANK YOU! :) Haha.
I mean, you tell me, who on Earth would be so chill after waiting so long for someone? No one likes waiting unless you want to please your girlfriend.
I just wanna make a point that, everyone else's time is as important as mine and yours and I felt really bad for wasting her time. SORRY!
And, lastly, this is something that I can't help myself but I just wanna stop myself from dreaming too deeply because that's what that had been causing me the oversleeps and occasionally, sleeping through outings like this. Beautiful dreams are good but they can also turn into your unwanted nightmare!
What I thought was fun in the dream turned out to be a nightmare in reality and it slapped me really hard.
I doubt that this will ever happen to any of you but you can learn from my mistake. TEEHEE!
I want those pair of shoes and this picture somehow reminds me of Mary Poppins!
Listening:
Namaste.
Friday, April 22, 2011
Sometimes a guy's best wingman...
Introducing my first ever 2011 movie, JUST GO WITH IT! I do not want to elaborate the story further as some of you might not have seen it.
Highlights from the movie,
- Adam Sandler
- Jennifer Aniston (Of course! Strutting down the path in her gorgeous heels and what more exqusite dress!)
- Not to forget, The Kids - Kiki Dee & Barot! (I forgot their real names.) :p
- And of course for you guys, Brooklyn Decker, the seemingly voluptuous 40-DD kindergarten teacher! -.-
Presenting,
Brooklyn as Palmer.
...and the Happy Ending as expected!
THE END.
Thursday, April 21, 2011
Vice versa.
Like how God loves helping them who help themselves, I too, love helping those who have helped themselves. :)
You deserve for what you had done and not to do what you think you deserve from others. Do you get me?
I suppose not.
To be frank, I am letting this post out cause there's this girl in class who gets on my nerves almost all the time. -.-
I know, I know, I might sound a bit too much of a whiner but trust me, having her as a partner in almost everything in class, kills me inside and OUT. And the worst part, her skin is so thick, gamma rays can't even penetrate her.
To me, she doesn't quite know how to be independent, really.
In my opinion, if you happen to be the only child in the family, you should be not quite, but really independent, in this case, a girl and don't go around acting like a weakling cause girls like that are equivalent to sissies to me and mind you, if you're talking about behaving like how a girl should be, that's not it unless you have a boyfriend to attend to.
I get disgustingly annoyed by such weaklings easily and especially when they're trying to pull off their seemingly 'cute' voice, it doesn't make anything better. I mean, come on, I am too a girl you see, I'm not a male for you to hit on. And mind you, I'm not turned on by your cuteness. To be honest, it's disgusting and it gives me goosebumps.
OMG, I have no other ways to put this out already. Bottom line, I thought I was only going to dislike her, but now, I am hoping that I don't have to look into her eyes anymore because each time I do, she'll be asking for something. When my friends ask me for help, I would help right away but in her case, I would roll my eyes and do it for her forcefully. No idea why seriously.
I mean, you have such a good life, stand up and stop being such a whim!
If I had utter every word that comes in my mind, you can imagine how many FUCKYOU!s she have on her face right now. I shall stop here for now, or else it'll be never ending.
And oh, I forgot to mention, she cries for almost anything. Fail > Cry, Sick > Cry,... Can this get any better?
I shall stop giving unwanted attention to the people that I don't like.
You deserve for what you had done and not to do what you think you deserve from others. Do you get me?
I suppose not.
To be frank, I am letting this post out cause there's this girl in class who gets on my nerves almost all the time. -.-
I know, I know, I might sound a bit too much of a whiner but trust me, having her as a partner in almost everything in class, kills me inside and OUT. And the worst part, her skin is so thick, gamma rays can't even penetrate her.
To me, she doesn't quite know how to be independent, really.
In my opinion, if you happen to be the only child in the family, you should be not quite, but really independent, in this case, a girl and don't go around acting like a weakling cause girls like that are equivalent to sissies to me and mind you, if you're talking about behaving like how a girl should be, that's not it unless you have a boyfriend to attend to.
I get disgustingly annoyed by such weaklings easily and especially when they're trying to pull off their seemingly 'cute' voice, it doesn't make anything better. I mean, come on, I am too a girl you see, I'm not a male for you to hit on. And mind you, I'm not turned on by your cuteness. To be honest, it's disgusting and it gives me goosebumps.
OMG, I have no other ways to put this out already. Bottom line, I thought I was only going to dislike her, but now, I am hoping that I don't have to look into her eyes anymore because each time I do, she'll be asking for something. When my friends ask me for help, I would help right away but in her case, I would roll my eyes and do it for her forcefully. No idea why seriously.
I mean, you have such a good life, stand up and stop being such a whim!
If I had utter every word that comes in my mind, you can imagine how many FUCKYOU!s she have on her face right now. I shall stop here for now, or else it'll be never ending.
And oh, I forgot to mention, she cries for almost anything. Fail > Cry, Sick > Cry,... Can this get any better?
I shall stop giving unwanted attention to the people that I don't like.
OMG! I'm praying each day that you'll come back soon.
I MISS YOU, douchebag.
Dayumn you! :) The day I can see you in a real flesh would be my happiest day. Trust me, you enlighten me all the time. I never thought I would say this but you always put a smile on my face. FUCK YOU, bestfriend. :)
Wednesday, April 20, 2011
Saturday, April 16, 2011
Much apologies for the frequent hiatus.
The fact that I mentioned frequent hiatus simply means I'm always missing in action especially from blogging. When I first initiated this blog, I thought I would have the time and thoughts to update almost every single day or not weekly. Because this year is my crucial year in the education department, I wished to jot down everything I've been through everyday because memories serves me well at the end of the day. More often than not, I always look up my blog and end up not posting anything be it reasonable or not, worth the time or otherwise. Likewise, when I see other bloggers already having a list of hundreds of posts, I am jealous and having them to post in such an authentic, immaculate way does not make any bit of this easier. Hence, I admire these bloggers.
Just a short update of the day,
I can finally announced that I AM DONE WITH MUET. Let's not talk about the progress of the day. I do not wish to retake a RM60 test again. I would be head over heels if I managed myself a Band 5, that's all I'm asking for. And if at all I get a Band 4, only time will tell whether or not I will decide to retake the test. In the mean time, I'll be focusing on what's coming up. The 2nd Monthly Test which is equally important and I do not wish to fail this time hence, this will require an overwhelming amount of effort from myself. Brain oh brain, please work for this once at least. I will let you rest next year, I promise.
Just a short update of the day,
I can finally announced that I AM DONE WITH MUET. Let's not talk about the progress of the day. I do not wish to retake a RM60 test again. I would be head over heels if I managed myself a Band 5, that's all I'm asking for. And if at all I get a Band 4, only time will tell whether or not I will decide to retake the test. In the mean time, I'll be focusing on what's coming up. The 2nd Monthly Test which is equally important and I do not wish to fail this time hence, this will require an overwhelming amount of effort from myself. Brain oh brain, please work for this once at least. I will let you rest next year, I promise.
Hence, the change of the title.
When I first heard the song sang on Idol by Pia Toscano, I was moved. The song originally sang by Elton John didn't quite hit me until I heard Pia singing it. And you can bet that I'm very much inspired by her vocals since.
The fact that Pia recently got eliminated didn't quite affect me because she already had her pathway carved right in front her. With the beauty and the face and the strong voice that she's holding, I don't see why she cannot shine in the US. Haha. You can say she's a whole package but never ever forget your roots!
Back to why I changed my title again, yes, I loved the lyrics of the song, I can't really explain why it means so much to me but the fact that I love the song, says it all.
Hence again, the change of the title.
The fact that Pia recently got eliminated didn't quite affect me because she already had her pathway carved right in front her. With the beauty and the face and the strong voice that she's holding, I don't see why she cannot shine in the US. Haha. You can say she's a whole package but never ever forget your roots!
Back to why I changed my title again, yes, I loved the lyrics of the song, I can't really explain why it means so much to me but the fact that I love the song, says it all.
Hence again, the change of the title.
Tuesday, April 12, 2011
Monday, April 11, 2011
Wednesday, April 6, 2011
With You - Chris Brown Cover - Justin singing
When this song by Chris Brown debuted, I thought no one can sing like he did but Justin has definitely proved me wrong. :p
Love JUSTIN BIEBER! ;)
Monday, April 4, 2011
It was good if not at my best to do what I could.
I guess now that what was done is done and there's nothing you can do about it besides doing better for the upcoming examination papers which are dated on the 16th of April. Thinking about the test yesterday was nerve-wrecking but I have to say that doing for real this time was much better than I expected. I definitely cannot evaluate myself because the results are in the hands of both the examiners. I wouldn't say that I did very well because I did hesitated along the discussion. Now we'll just have to wait for the final result to be out in June/July. Nevertheless, I am glad that I was less nervous during the test and am also very grateful for the task that I've gotten. All in all, I am thankful for the smooth discussion done and is very relieved that the Speaking test is done finally. And if you are wondering what the task was about, this is...
Malaysia needs to produce world-class sportsman and sportswoman. Who do you think is important towards achieving this goal?
The task required was somewhat like that.
The role that I'm required to present is schools. Other candidates were entitled other roles such as parents, the public and the Ministry of Youth and Sports for Candidates A, C and D respectively.
Thankfully I did fulfill the 2 minutes requirements but then again, I do not know whether my stand and elaborations are strong in the eyes of the examiners.
My important advice for 1st time speakers out there is to keep a calm mind and keep your points coming and never stop talking with intonations until your time is up. Try not to hesitate so much because every hesitation is taken into account of your overall marks.
Finally, I'd like to wish all the best to everyone and now I'll have to wait till the final results are out to justify the outcome of my presentation throughout the examination; Malaysian University English Test. Frankly, I do not wish to resit or retake the examination and I pray that I will obtain at least a low Band 5. As long as I manage to obtain a Band 5, I will be more than thankful and relieved.
Thank you. GOOD LUCK & ALL THE BEST fellow candidates!
Malaysia needs to produce world-class sportsman and sportswoman. Who do you think is important towards achieving this goal?
The task required was somewhat like that.
The role that I'm required to present is schools. Other candidates were entitled other roles such as parents, the public and the Ministry of Youth and Sports for Candidates A, C and D respectively.
Thankfully I did fulfill the 2 minutes requirements but then again, I do not know whether my stand and elaborations are strong in the eyes of the examiners.
My important advice for 1st time speakers out there is to keep a calm mind and keep your points coming and never stop talking with intonations until your time is up. Try not to hesitate so much because every hesitation is taken into account of your overall marks.
Finally, I'd like to wish all the best to everyone and now I'll have to wait till the final results are out to justify the outcome of my presentation throughout the examination; Malaysian University English Test. Frankly, I do not wish to resit or retake the examination and I pray that I will obtain at least a low Band 5. As long as I manage to obtain a Band 5, I will be more than thankful and relieved.
Thank you. GOOD LUCK & ALL THE BEST fellow candidates!
Friday, April 1, 2011
Je T'aime.
Someone asked, "Why do you prefer long distance relationships?" And this is the answer I've gotten. Not from myself, but adapted from Tumblr. Worth the reblog. :)
They're stronger. They mean a lot more. Well to me that is, I mean think about it. Trust is the biggest thing in a relationship. If you can trust someone who lives hundreds of miles away, then that's beautiful. Sure you don't get to hug the person, kiss the person, wake up next to the person, but you get to talk to them, hear them. Think about how amazing it's going to be when you finally get to meet them. And how perfect it's going to be. You fight less. You laugh more. They're beautiful. And i respect anyone who is in one. They're hard, they're harder than a lot of things, but they're worth it in the end. Why let distance ruins your feelings for someone? Feelings are feelings, love is love, that's not gonna change. I love long distance relationships for a lot of reasons. But mostly because they're beautiful.
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